Suicide Letter

How many letters
had I been writing
from A to Z
until the end
I am still writing for you

Every letter is about you
Every letter speaks about you
Every letter describes about you
And Yet
You did not reply at all

I decide to wait
and it seems like eternity
just once will do the magic
I pray and hope
And Yet
despair blends into my life

I don’t know how
to continue writing anymore
for I know you never
once look at them
my feelings and emotions
you will never know
and you will never see them
ever again…

~ by RiikaInfinityy 마왕 on July 27, 2010.

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6 Responses to “Suicide Letter”

I can relate to this more than I want to. I love it but it is disturbing and beautiful at the same time. I feel the pain you feel while writing this and God only knows how many times I have actually written a suicide letter only to leave it tucked away in my notebook.

I love the darkness in your poetry and I feel I can relate to your personality. Thank you for taking such a serious subject matte to open it up for readers to know what it is really like. I try to do the same with my “dark poetry”.

~Kristie (Just Me)

Kristie said this on August 17, 2010 at 12:19 PM | Reply
- Life may be tough but don’t ever give up Suicide is jsut a form of running away from reality and yourself, i did thought of it once in my life and feel that it is foolish to do that, we are all born differently but in a way we are born to live and not to die when our time is not up yet, so till then, there will be a lot of things around you for you to see and cherish, make them the reasons for you to live on =D
  
  I myself prefer to go in depth to the dark side because of one particular reason, I don’t seem to be in the “light” as I don’t think it suit me in a way :3
  
  RiikaInfinityy said this on August 17, 2010 at 1:44 PM | Reply
beautiful…

Marsha said this on July 31, 2010 at 8:07 AM | Reply
I use the music to express my feelings but until now no one understand it. I like read this, and listening your music help me understand yours feelings.Great work.

JynxYang said this on July 28, 2010 at 6:07 PM | Reply
Sometimes, writing makes the world go away.

Brian said this on July 27, 2010 at 4:10 PM | Reply
- yeah and the world you written become reality;D
  
  RiikaInfinityy said this on July 27, 2010 at 4:56 PM | Reply